Baogaliao
10 Jul 2010 Leave a Comment
GAH, I. MISS. DANCING.
Sick canoeing is taking up so much of my time I cant get out to danceee. 
Plus it’s taking up so much of my time that it forces me to be a robot.
Life = study + canoeing + run away for freedom on sat and sun.
Then it’s back to canoeing
I mean, not that I hate going for trng, I dont mind and sometimes am quite determined to train hard actually,
BUT not at the expense of my LIFE..
So anyway, heh today went for dance in the morning and missed training.
Pat told me that since it’s ministry I gotta make time for it too so.. (:
& it’s quite true, I mean, I’ve done wayyyy too much canoeing, dance deserves my attention!!
Ok so, dance today was good.. I kinda realised my drop in standard lolz.
And I still rmb this thing tzelin said that i’ve yet to apply: The head makes a lot of difference in dance, use it. (Something like that).
Hahah. I observed and saw how it really did man daayum awesome 
Looking forward to dance trial class at Recognize studio tmr Then TBG after tuition WOOOOOOOO!!
Arghhh. I got super lotz to improve and stuff :s diezz.
Okay, anw, got some things from unit meet today:
1. If you don’t buy the idea of Christianity being a life-saving thing, it’ll slowly start to not make sense to you.
And if you are just contented w just having your life transformed but not interested in saving lives, you won’t be able to experience the extent of God’s power. Your scope of knowledge of God would only be what you’ve experienced (eg, small miracles – bus arriving etc..) How real can God get? Then from there prolly things will start not making sense to you.
2. Sense of desperation.
I think I’m living a too/quite comfortable life now… Ok maybe, I dont know..
But still, it’s like the analogy of the titanic sinking ppl drowning situation.
Ok but now thinking of it, there are a bit of flaws..
Cos in the titanic situation, if you dont save, they die IMMEDIATELY.
But in our case now, it’s not the same.. Like.. Need time for sowing?
Idk, but no matter, caught the sense of desperation needed in a sense..
Like dont just stay within the LG and enjoy each other’s company, look outwards for people..:)
Something I’m (we’re) guilty of hehheh.
Alright man, go cleo!
Sigh, I wish I can really focus on serving God and not be distracted/motivated/have additional intentions to serve God..
I mean, I want to serve God because of wanting to serve God.
But uhhhh, aiya can’t really help it sometimes. (k ikr i sound so bochup haha) **will do smth abt it.
Anw, I feel we needa share at a deeper level in LG already..
Dont know, just a feeling. Haha. Group’s kinda big now <3
Anyway, why is this???
"There's a direct rship b/w how I use my $$ & the quality of my spiritual life."
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